True Suicide ZERO

I've seen the demon's eye

I've danced around the evil

I've danced around the trolls

I've heard the demon's whisper

Its laughter when it rolls

Walking in their darkness

I never had a doubt

Wanting my cross over

I already had my route

So hard is the line – Sometimes to see

In that electric twilight mystery

But then I heard – All you dreamers

Believe in yourself – And never give you up

Truth is a force of nature

Dark dark dark – to light

I say this with great humility:

This is according to me.

There's so much more to suicide, I know this.

As naïve as it may sound,

I wish I could say to everyone contemplating suicide:

Please, don't take your own life!

Please, do not let anything—or anyone—encourage you to take your own life. No matter how deep in your darkness you are. No matter what!

What sucks is that at this point in darkness, it can be very difficult to see, that within me (all the way in), I still have Light.

It doesn't matter if I'm talking about me or you, the Light is us, together with what/where/who (whatever) we all come from.

The evil dilemma: How to get enough peace and quiet so I can fix the situation within. How to get rid of all outside interference before I reach the darkest point. How to know this beforehand.

There has to be a solution! Right?

Nothing else is acceptable.

I think about our dad sometimes (very often, actually) and what could've been done   ...but wasn't.